March 27, 2011

  • SLAMMY DIED

    Just got home to find a very small obituary notice on our bulletin board inside my condo front door.  It was very tiny and there's not much light in our little lobby, so I unpinned it and held it up in the light.  GREGORY KORENESS, it read.  He was the guy who was living in the unit below me when I first moved into my new condo three years ago.  The guy who made the first year here so miserable.  He used to be up all hours of the night, play his music and TV at full blast, slam doors at three in the morning, slam his dresser drawers open and shut (hence the nickname, SLAMMY) and he'd play some talk radio or some CDs of some guy talking with the bass up really high in his bedroom, so it would keep me up all night.  The floors in my building are very thin.  That coupled with the most inconsiderate jackass and it was not nice here at all.  I was SO happy when he'd put his place on the market and moved to Atlanta about two years ago. 

    Nobody here in the building really liked him.  He was a tiny little chain-smoking pissant.  From what my neighbors told me, he was a single child whose parents owned Kronheim Furniture.  They put him through school to become a lawyer and after a couple of years as a lawyer, he decided he hated it, so he quit and let his law license lapse.  And he didn't work for a while.  So his mom made him finally join Kronheim as a VP.  Then his father died and he had to take over.  He ran it into the ground, bankrupting his company.  He became depressed, never left his condo, was up all night and slept half the day.  They said his mother used to come over and yell at him to get up and do something with his life.  But then she went and up and died rather quickly, leaving him a lot of money.  Which made it worse, because he then had nothing to do with his life.

    One night I came home and he was playing the TV full blast.  With stereo sound, my floor was shaking.  I called the cops.  I wasn't going to bother asking him to turn it down because so many times before I'd asked him to turn things down and you think he would have learned after a while to have some respect, but no.  He came upstairs later to complain to me and finally had it out with him - told him what a selfish inconsiderant little prig he was in no uncertain terms.  And he told me he was moving soon anyway.   I was SO happy when he finally left!  It was SO peaceful!

    Well, it was weird to see that obituary.  For one thing, it said he had a sister, and my neighbors had told me he had an only child.  And the announcement only said that he'd died in his home, suddenly.  No services, just "donate to your favorite charity in his name."  Something makes me wonder if he killed himself. 

    What a sad way to go, with almost no family.

    Feels very weird tonight.  But at least it's quiet.

March 11, 2011

  • The Annual March Snowstorm

    It seems as if there's always one BIG March snowstorm.  I moved into my condo here in Chagrin Falls on March 7th, 2008 - the first day of a three day blizzard that dumped almost 3 feet of snow.  I remember that well!  And there's been one big snowstorm every March since.  This year's started last night.

    I called in a vacation day last night.  I figured that even if the forecast was wrong, I could really use the sleep.  I woke up briefly around 4am.  The snow was gorgeous outside my window with just the street lights to illuminate.  Gorgeous - but I certainly would not want to be out in it!  I grabbed my camera and took some pictures.  Click on any picture to take you to the photoblog - then click on it again to see the largest version available.

    I took these next two without the flash - hard to hold the camera still for the longer shutter time, but it makes for some interesting pictures!

    Woke up again around 9:30am and took these pictures - it's a wet, heavy snow because it's 33 degrees outside.  And without any wind, the snow is piling up and clinging to tree branches, which makes it really beautiful!

    But I want to end with another beautiful Winter sunset picture that I took from my balcony last week!

March 8, 2011

March 4, 2011

  • The "Drunk" Driver, or How I Unintentionally Saved A Life

    Due to an appointment with my allergist yesterday morning, I had to work later than usual to make up some time.  It's all in the timing I guess.  Not only that, but because I'd worked late, I realized I had no time to make dinner at home, so I would have to drive through some where, even though I'd been trying not to eat carbs for a couple weeks now.  It was because of those two things that I ended up going south on Richmond Road instead of my usual way home.  Somewhere near Tri-C East, I spotted a bronze colored van, kind of old, weaving its way ahead of me.  A light had turned green and whoever was driving went way left of center and was sort of weaving his way south.  I caught up to him at the next light - at first it looked like maybe he was going to turn left, but he pulled back into the lane in front of me at the last minute.  When the light changed, the weaving began again and I thought, "He MUST be drunk."  Not only that, but he suddenly slowed way down to about 10 mph under the speed limit, so I finally tooted my horn on him.  The guy then floored it and sped down the street in front of me, still weaving and going left of center. 

    Once again, I caught up to him at the next light, Miles Road.  I was turning left, he was still going to continue down Richmond Road.  I managed to get up beside him - after memorizing his license plate.  He'd left about 3 car spaces between himself and the car in front of him.

    He appeared to be talking to himself.  Not only that, but he kept looking left and right and finally, he hit himself in the face - sort of a slap, but with the back of his hand to his forehead.  I thought, "This guy has GOT to be on something or is so drunk, he's trying to keep himself from passing out on his way home."  I turned left and then immediately into the McDonald's parking lot and got out my phone as I watched him drive past.  I called 911, told them the story and they put me through to Bedford Heights police.  I told them everything I'd seen, gave them the license plate and told them he was still headed south on Richmond.  They asked for my phone number in case they had any questions later.  I then went inside to get my dinner and didn't think anything more of it.

    I got home, grabbed my script, brushed my teeth and headed toward the door to go to the theatre for rehearsal, when I noticed I had a message on my phone.  They must have called while I was brushing my teeth.

    It was the Bedford Heights Police Dept.  They had wanted to let me know that they found the guy and pulled him over.  They told me that he was not drunk, but was diabetic and had been going into diabetic shock.  They said they were taking him to the hospital and that his car was being towed.

    I started crying.  I called my Mom and told her what happened and started crying even more.  She said, "See?  You ARE here for a reason."  Which made me cry even more.

    You see, when I was 4 years old, I had a cyst growing at the back my skull - the place where as a baby, you have the plates in your head growing together before your skull becomes "one."  I had to have the cyst removed.  Those are most of the earliest memories I have - going in and out of the hospital and not knowing what was going on or why.  My mom told me that her after it was all said and done that "God must have a plan for this one."  I didn't know until much later in life that they weren't sure if I was going to make it, or even if because of it's location in the brain, that the surgery wouldn't "erase" everything I'd learned up to age 4. 

    Now there have been several times when my Mom has said, "The doctors weren't sure if you were going to make it.  They thought you were here for a reason."  And I've always said, "But will I even know what that reason is?  Maybe I won't ever know what that reason is.  Maybe I'm here to do something as simple as holding a door for someone that causes a chain of events that wouldn't have otherwise happened - the 'butterfly effect' - and I may never know.  And once I do that thing, does that mean I'm done?"

    So I called my Mom crying and she said, "See?  You are here for a reason."  I told her I was crying because I felt guilty that I automatically assumed the worst.  I immediately suspected this guy must be drunk or on drugs.  I made assumptions that this person had done something bad and I didn't like that.  But my Mom said, "Even if he was drunk or on drugs, you may have prevented him from killing himself or harming others.  Either way, you saved this man's life."

    I called the Bedford Heights police after I got off the phone with my mother.  I asked if the man was going to be all right and they said yes.

    I played a little bit more of a good Samaritan five minutes later when I went to park at the theatre and had to park all the way back at the River Street Theatre.  I noticed that Steve, the man who owns River Street, had left his driver's side door wide open where it was parked in front of his building.  I thought that was odd.  So I went inside and knocked and found him watching TV in his office.  I told him his car door was wide open and asked if he'd meant to leave it open - Steve is in his 80s and now walking with a cane.  He got up and said, "Oh, no no no!"  I told him to sit back down and not worry about it, that I would close it for him.  Although that had me a bit worried about Steve.  I went over to CVLT and asked Cindee if anyone was looking out for him and she said there were several people.  I let her know what had happened and she said she would check back again with him later tonight.

    So I guess maybe it was a good thing that I was where I was yesterday.  And it made me feel better knowing someone who could have died was taken care of last night.

February 22, 2011

  • Ice Storm

    Those of you in Ohio already know that we've had an ice storm, so this one is for people outside of Northeast Ohio.  I snapped a some shots today with the camera on my phone on my way home from the train station.  And as usual, if you click on any picture, it will take you to the "photo blog."  If you then click on a picture in the photo blog, you should be able to see the largest version -

    This next one is frozen cattails - sorry it's darker, but it's under the shadow of a bridge.

    The next two are of a tree in front of my place - the blooms that had started to come out in the warm-up we had last week were frozen over.

    These are some VERY big icicles at Aurora Community Theatre -

    And finally some pictures I took in downtown Chagrin Falls a couple weeks ago before they took down the Christmas decorations -

February 20, 2011

  • Not as dumb as I look

    I know that I'm irritating.  I know that I can grate on people's nerves.  There are times when sentences come out of my mouth and I want to stop them as they are coming out of my mouth and yet it doesn't happen.  I am in a constant state of flux because I am always thinking about how I could have kept my mouth shut or said something better.  I KNOW that I tend to make things about ME.  But when there is no one else in your life, it's not always easy to relate things to other people - it's just who I am.  I sometimes wonder if the Censor button inside of me is somehow turned off.  And there are people that I know that I WISH I could be like - people who always seem like "bottles of sunshine and happiness" who are always turned to "sunny" on their dial, but that's just not me.  Try as I might, wish as much as I do that I was always one of those people perpetually laughing and plastered with a permanent smile, I am NOT that person.  I really, truly wish that I was.  But I am not.

    Yet, I know many people who are like me.  Who are not that "shiny happy person" that is constantly "ON", but somehow I always feel like I am more often than not JUDGED for being that "little black raincloud."  One who is somehow held to a higher standard.  A person who doesn't get away with snide comments the way other people do - people who get to make a rude comment and are dismissed with a laugh and guffaw.  No, I am ALWAYS the one who is looked at askance and with judgment each time I open my mouth. 

    I am not as dumb as I look.   Believe me, I KNOW I look dumb.  I am QUITE capable of silently kicking myself when a stupid sentence comes out of my mouth.  But I am more aware of what's going on around me than some people tend to realize.  And I catch the looks between people when I say something that I wish I could take back the moment I say it.  I also tend to be in the next room grabbing a plate or a napkin while something rude is being said about me and I overhear it.  I see when people roll their eyes at something I say WAY more than they realize. 

    And you know what?

    I'm over it.

    I find it funny that the times I try to keep my mouth shut as much as possible for fear that I will offend someone I find my friends saying "What's wrong?  You're hardly saying anything!"  And yet, when I do talk, they chastise me, berate me, or secretly (so they think) roll their eyes at each other when I DO open my mouth.

    But I'm done apologizing for who I am.  You either accept me for the person I am JUST as I accept all of you, flaws and all, or you go away.  Please.

    Because I am sick of pretending.  As I have realized the older I get, life is too short for me to put up with fake.  Love me or don't.  Accept me or don't.  But please don't have me there just to appease me.

    I value myself MORE than that.  Thank you.

February 13, 2011

  • Spectacular Northeast Ohio Winter Sunsets

    There is one thing I really like about Winters in Northeast Ohio and that is the spectacular sunsets.  At first, I thought I would miss the sunsets from my 9th floor condo in Lakewood, but they are just as beautiful here.  This is a series of pictures I just took this evening from my balcony as the sunset progressed (as usual, click on any picture to go to the photo blog, then click again to see the largest version) -

February 6, 2011

  • I could really stand to be here right now...

    Still Looking For Paradise?

    Maldives - absolutely gorgeous and the most beautiful place on earth.

     

     

    Double chain of twenty-six atolls…

    The Republic of Maldives, or simply the Maldives, is an island nation in the Indian Ocean. It consists of approximately 1,190 coral islands grouped in a double chain of 26 atolls, along the north-south direction, spread over roughly 90,000 square kilometers, making this one of the most disparate countries in the world.

     

     

     

    The atolls are composed of live coral reefs and sand bars, situated atop a submarine ridge 960 kilometers long that rises abruptly from the depths of the Indian Ocean and runs from north to south.

     

     

     

     

     

     

    Crystal clear waters, beautiful white sand beaches, swaying palm trees and fabulous dive sites – that’s why the Maldives, is known for being one of the best tropical holiday destinations in the world.

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

    ...and no need to climb ;)

    With an average ground level of 1.5 metres (4 ft 11 in) above sea level, it is the lowest country on the planet. It is also the country with the lowest highest point in the world, at 2.3 metres (7 ft 7 in). More than 80 per cent of the country's land, composed of coral islands scattered over an area about 850 km across the equator, is less than one metre above sea level.

     

     

     

    Summer never ends ...

    The Indian Ocean has a great effect on the climate of the country by acting as a heat buffer, absorbing, storing, and slowly releasing the tropical heat. The temperature of Maldives ranges between 24 °C (75 °F) and 33 °C (91 °F) throughout the year. Although the humidity is relatively high, the constant cool sea breezes keep the air moving and the heat mitigated.

     

     

    Crystal clear waters and azure blue lagoons...

     

     

     

     

     

    Resorts in the Maldives

    Each resort in the Maldives is housed on a separate island by itself and offers an exotic blend of modern luxury and isolated serenity.

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

    Sunny, unique and unspoiled ...

February 1, 2011

  • Oh my!! ADORABLE!!!

    What an artist does...look very closely...

    This little girl's mother is a computer specialist from Helsinki, Finland. While her daughter is soundly asleep, she creates a completely different world from whatever she can find around her! That's how both of them became really famous. What a truly fabulous imagination!

    Click on any picture to take you to the photo blog.  Click on the picture again to see the largest version.

    (THANK YOU TO LINDA R FOR SENDING THESE TO ME!)